Just want to show that I appreciate having a totally AWESOME friend! Intelligent, funny and an all around nice guy! ;D Sending lots of love your way!

Hurray!

I missed her so much! But she's back! I found her on Facebook and we have started talking again! I love you, girl!

This Is Freedom

Red is for the blood that flows, in places we've forgotten
White resembles innocence, in some ways we've been lost in
Blue it stand for vigilance and holding fast to righteousness, or have we lost our way?
Stars are for the memory, the glory and the victory
Stripes are for the rays of hope, that never fail to lead us

Friendzoned?

Okay, so with me being a chick it probably sounds damn stupid but...I really like this guy and I am afraid he may have "friendzoned" me. It may be that I am not in the "sexy" classification. You know the guys who think everything about you is great except for your body.
I hope he wakes up and sees that I am not like the girls he usually goes out with. Those relationships just do not last and he deserves somebody who will be kind and compassionate and who will love him no matter what "he could be a dork or a jock" I care about two things, how nice he is to himself and me AND how much he repects and loves me. He can forget about his school label, whatever it is, and he doesn't have to be concerned about a zit or worry about the fact that he wore that shirt yesterday or anything like that.
I hope he can see me as more than a friend.

Live Like You're Dying

"One of these days days you'll be under the covers, you'll be under the table.
And you'll realize that all of your days are number, all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions, all of them trillions, so what are you gonna do with them all, you cannot trade them in for more.

Take every moment, you know that you own them.
It's all you can do, use what's been given to you."
                      -LENKA

I really do want a boy to hold me now and warm my heart. Not just any boy though. One that is smart, funny, sensitive and gentle. One who loves music from the 80’s and not the shit they play today. One who will love me for what is inside and outside. I want him to be the type who will accept the way I have to live, losing and gaining weight fast than most people by far, not much sun exposure and no children in the future. I want him to be a gentleman and do things like bringing me roses and writing letters. When he proposes I want him to surprise me out in public and do it in a creative way. I want him to talk to me when he is down and cry with me when I am. I want him to call instead of text and remember my birthday without Facebook to help him. I want him to kiss me goodnight and love me until we die.

I won’t make him remember the date of our first kiss or even when we first got together but if he is the right guy he will anyway. I won’t be a control freak or flirt with other guys. I will remember his birthday and I will love him for all he is. I will do all this and much more.

To my soul-mate wherever he is:

We’re two of a kind,

Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we’ll never find,

So perhaps I should leave here and go far away,

But you know that there’s nowhere that I’d rather be than with you here today……….

;) XOXOXO (; It's been a good night!